Thursday, August 26, 2010

Hmmmm....

I just was reading my friend's blog and got to thinking. Maybe I really need to watch Eat, Pray, Love (or read the book or both) for one. For two, I think I need to take a trip and rediscover the me that I feel got lost. The one that was very much present from 2005-2008 (ish). The one I discovered while I was in YWAM. That Island girl in a white girl's body who was relaxed, happy, knew what she wanted and was going to get it until life got in the way. The one who lived out loud. Ok, going to get myself better first though, then I'll contemplate on that some more.

2 comments:

... said...

That's a good goal for when you're feeling better, to find the happiest you that you can be. I've been lucky and have had some time off from work (and real life) for the last while. Due to life repeatedly kicking me over a 2-3 year period I was at the end of my emotional rope when hubby got a work transfer and told me it was okay to not work while we're overseas. I've spent almost two years finding my real-life happy place and life is good now. I'm me again. I hope you find 'you' again soon.

Hilary said...

Thanks. I'm still a ways off of that, but it's something I look forward to so that I have some hope for the future right now, some tiny glimmer of a goal. I'd love to go live overseas and not work, or something so tame of a job it would almost be relaxing. I'm glad to hear you got that time. :)