Basically the only update is nothing's really changed. Less panic, still terrified for no reason to leave the house and go for a walk, but I don't panic so easily. Especially if I don't look around me, then it's manageable. The rest of it, the depression part, still no change. My mind refuses to turn off, it thinks about things I don't want it to. Then I get an opportunity and my brain tries to talk me out of it, and I know I'm not well enough, but that opportunity is for next fall, so a whole year away. I should be ok by then to do it. I dunno, I'll see. Maybe look into it. I know who would tell me to do it, lol. 2 weeks of meds and I don't notice any change. Grrr....Oh well. Must intake some nutrition now. More as things develop.
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Hugs sweety. I think you're doing well considering what you're going through. Keep on keeping on, it'll be better one day... I hope that day comes soon.
Thank you so much. :) Not sure what else to say, except thank you. I think I needed to hear that right now.
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