Ok, not a movie reference but a tv show episode title. Why break the chain of movie related? It was appropriate. That episode was about miracles when all hope seems lost and in the end what is meant to be still happens. How does this relate? I won't have to leave on Sunday, even if I don't have all the money. I still need it and everyone's help, but I can stay. If I hadn't been so tired and coughing at the drop of a hat I might have cried when I was told. God knows what he's doing even if I don't. I still need around $1630 and the $300 to pay for the change to my flight home by Feb. The $1630 I do need asap though. I thank all who have contributed so far. I love you all and I will never forget. Know that with every film I make now and in the future you are all a part of it. If I ever win an Oscar (yeah, I dream big, ever since I was a kid I've wanted one ha ha) I won't be able to mention everyone by name, but you all know that you will be a part of it. So I need to sleep now, being sick and all. There is more I just have to think of it in the morning.
So in a continuation the $1630 is on its way to me. If I wasn't coughing still I'd probably cry. It keeps with the miracle topic for this.
Last night (Wed the 17) was mandatory fun, aka the activity is mandatory whether you have fun is your choice. I had fun. Went through some gardens and geo-cached. Almost found it but ran out of time. I wanted to climb the trees but I was wearing the wrong footwear and snakes and spiders in the dark. Yeah.
So I am just finishing getting over a cold and the last 4 weeks of internship have been a bit rough. The cold is what killed this week. The weeks before it was depression rearing its ugly head. It was bad but not too bad. I isolated myself somewhat...a lot. It's just one of those things. Being around people when not working took too much of my limited energy. It's not quite great relatively speaking yet, but it is better. Last night (19th) a bunch of us hung out and watched movies. I laughed so hard I had breathing trouble all day. Which didn't go well with rehearsals today. I had my first rehearsal with outside actors today. Basically introducing everyone, doing a read through, watching them interact. This is going to be fun. :D The two leads are hilarious. I just watched them play off each other for a bit. Then this evening I had girl talk with Hanna for most of the evening. That was fantastic. I love our office and everyone in it. I know I say love a lot about people and movies. I also know there are different forms of love. Love and respect among friends and co-workers is how I see them. Love isn't words. It's actions and making an effort for them and giving to them. I don't want to be a taker, I want to give to my friends and family.
Ok, I think I have caught up with the gut spilling for now. I am on a path in life. I know it's the right one no matter how much I doubt sometimes. Love you all.
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