Tuesday, March 10, 2015

It's Getting Late

Yep, still going with titles or quotes, although not film related.

So I've been back in Canada for 2 1/2 weeks and it has been rough. I got a cold, as expected, a sinus infection from the dust due to winter and the sand spread on the roads. I have been back at work for 2 weeks. It's fine. The job hasn't changed. I have and it makes being there harder.

I got offered a place in the Basic Leadership School, so I am planning on heading back to Oz at the end of June for at least 20 months. Possibly/probably more, currently only God knows. I confess, I can't wait. I have issues with patience, even when I don't have a choice about being patient. Argh. I'm just glad I get to go back.

The problem with being an introvert is I am always in my head thinking about things and stuff. I'm actually a crap planner unless it is meaningful. So there are things I think I know, then I think on it and begin to think I don't really know. In reality who really knows anything? So then I think about faith, which is being sure of what we can't see, and then I want to fight for that thing I think I know. Yep, my brain is all over the place and overthinking. So in faith I am accepting that place in the school with no idea how or who to get support from. In faith I am praying for things and people and claiming things over them. Victory and healing.

I found out on Monday that the Calgary Comic Expo is having a 48 hour film competition. I am so excited. A friend and some of his friends are going to help and crew. Yay!! I get to make another film! It really is all I want to do for a job, filmmaking. So I have to go to Comic Expo for one day. Ok, twist my rubber arm.

I should sleep. Tomorrow is a Skype call, doctor for med refill, and another Skype call. All before noon. Yay!

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