Ok, I'll just get it out. Since I have been home I feel like I have taken a 4 month vacation from God, from everything. My focus has been off and I have had no quiet time with God, my church participation has been lax, and my mind has been elsewhere (aka Fiji). Sure I have been working, but that's really it. I feel like I took steps backwards since I came home. I live in a spiritually dead town and have done nothing to change that, not even at church. I feel like I am the same person, spiritually, as I was when I left to go to NZ, even in some ways before that. I am not making an effort, I just think about where I am going to go next. Some of that may probably be from me and not God. Today is time to turn it around again. Knowing me, it will all be internal turn around. Hopefully the external will follow...
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Hey, ladee! Why not join me in Kamloops or the OK? Love to have ya there!
My prayers are with you now as always. May you continue to grow & may God show Himself to you in a fresh & powerful way. Keep looking up & remember that you've got Him whereever you go. :)
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