But I've had to focus on doing one thing a day, and this wasn't on the priority list. Also one can only say the same thing so many ways. However an update is in order. I went and visited my sister and the boys, had a good time there. I am up to 40 of Celexa and 30 of Remeron. I'm off the Seroquel (yay!) and have a psychiatrist appointment on Monday. I'm kinda waiting to see what he says but as it stands the diagnosis is depression with Social Anxiety Disorder and Panic Disorder. Whee. I went to a movie for the first time since July, the move was good, however I had a bad time of it and if I hadn't gone with my friend I probably wouldn't have made it at all. It got me right down for the better part of the week, and my anxiety level skyrocketed again. I'm not at work yet, but hopefully if I'm ok then I could try again in January. I may have to look for a new job, but I won't think about that until I get there. Right now I'm trying not to think about going back etc. I got heaps of pictures of the local herd of bighorn sheep. That's been pretty cool. Winter has hit already...hate it, lol. It's too cold I think it's been -20 for the better part of the week. I heard the dinner beeper so I must run. Hopefully I will be on here more and less posting my struggles on facebook.
